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June 6, 2019

10 years ago, my family moved across the globe from The Philippines to Canada for good. As a 12 year old, back then all I knew was that we are moving to be with our father and that this new place will be our new home. As sad it was to leave our family behind, I'm not going to deny that it was such an exciting experience to move to Canada. Even though it was such a big transition, I didn't mind it.

If it wasn't for us moving to...

May 13, 2019

Hi people of the internet. I just want to give you guys an update about life and as to why I've been quiet and not posting on my blog. Well let me give you a rundown.


After doing the photoshoot with my bff Danah, it was pretty quiet with life. It was the usual eat, work, home, sleep. Then at the end of the month, my family got a dog! Coco! After years and years of wanting to have a pet, we finally got one. I will post an...

January 29, 2019

First photoshoot of 2019! Finally was able to meet up with Danah who is finally back in town :D I've been wanting to go to Mt. Lorette Ponds in Kananaskis so bad, but I just haven't had the time to drive that far and find someone to come with me. At last Danah was in town again and what a perfect time to spend time with my main bish, than to do a photoshoot!

It was a pretty gloomy day when we went for lunch, but when we got to...

December 28, 2018

To say that 2018 was a rough year would be an understatement. 2018 has completely surprised me in every aspect of being surprised. This year has been an eye opening one and has put me through the toughest and also yet most rewarding experience is my life. It feels like I've been running all year and I am ready for the finish line, whether that be a good finish or a bad one, I'm ready to end this year. 

2018 started out som...

November 7, 2018

Trying to squeeze the last remaining moments of fall, my brother Alo & I went to the Calgary Corn Maze! It was our first time there and as my brother said "whitest thing we have done". The corn maze itself was nice, even though it was pretty windy. There are other things to do there too, like a pumpkin patch and other carnival like games, but of course farm & pumpkin themed. Since it was a family friendly place majority of it,...

November 4, 2018

As I have mentioned in my summer wrap-up post, it ended on very sour note. The fact that I had experience the worst things I could imagine over the last few months, I didn't know how I could bring myself up again. Emotionally and mentally I was not ok, I have never felt that sadness and grief ever in my life. I thought that I would never get out of that state of mind, but I somewhat did. 

You know what they say, when people are...

November 2, 2018

As a conclusion to my three-part rant about my issues, I want to open up about my deepest struggle. I’ll put it in the open right now, I’ve tried so hard to get myself better and stop myself from this habit. Instead I decided to embrace it. I’m not saying that this struggle of mine define who I am, but rather I have accepted that at the moment this is who I am. I don’t really know when it started or what triggered it. All I kn...

October 19, 2018

I thought its the people I trusted were the problem, but it’s actually me who has the problem for trusting them. 

Why do I always try so hard and give all I’ve got and get nothing in return

After multiple different kind of failed relationships, I began to wonder why I haven’t had a successful one or a relationship that didn’t end nasty? I realized that I can’t trust people fully if they can’t be honest, loyal and if they can’t...

October 11, 2018

Am I enough?

Why can't I just be normal?

Is there something about me that people don't like?

These are just some of the questions and thoughts that goes through my mind on a daily basis. Always asking myself some depressing rhetorical question but then I look at myself and I tell myself that I am worth it, that I am enough. I think it is normal to have such insecurities and that people think about it and how they want to change i...

June 21, 2018

 Happy Birthday to my blog! I can't believe that it's been a year since I have started this blog. This past year was very eye opening to me as I didn't know that I would be able to do something like this. To actually pursue things so I can post something in my blog. I became really active on doing things like doing some hikes, meeting up with my friends and actually doing some travelling.

I started this blog to get off some stu...

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